February 2010
39 posts
fmylife:
Today, I found out that my girlfriend had replaced our picture in her locket for a picture of Taylor Lautner shirtless. FML
January 2010
44 posts
i want to leave so so bad. i think about it daily. i have it planned out.
you are both so different from eachother.
my father is insanely judgemental
one day im going to do it when the opportunity presents itself. and when i do everyone will be disappointed. but the problem is, i know im going to. it’s like i’ve already done it, and everyone already knows.
are all sins really equal?
i dont think so.
remember?
when we drove for ten hours to a destination unknown. and i had no idea what seattle was. we got out of the car and the humidity made my hair poofy. i knew hardly anyone but i wasnt social so much as i am now, so i didnt mind. we walked around downtown and they bought us food to eat and we looked at the ocean. kayla taught us a cool hiphop move that we thought was totally sweet and we practiced it...
"what the crappin a"
really?
tomorrow's agenda
fail a test say thankyou alot go to someone else’s birthday party
i want you so bad, ill go back on the things i believe. there i just said it. im scared you’ll forget about me.
i just wanna be liked i just wanna be accepted i just wanna be trendy i just wanna be looked up to by someone i just wanna be someone who can be held to a standard i just wanna be successful i just wanna be there for people i just wanna be nice, kind, encouraging, funny i just wanna be understood and convey what i want i just wanna be someone who has self control i just wanna be able to represent...
Surreal. that weekend was weird good odd fun?
i feel like im going to explode
i suppose i can only hope. not like im going to blow myself up.
today a korean exchange student asked me on a...
today i walked into my history class and sat down on the couch when a boy came and sat next to me. his binder was covered in pokemon stickers and he started naming all of them. and then we started talking about pokemon. and then a korean turned and looked at us and laughed because he recognized what we were saying, because apparently the names of pokemon are the same in every language.
i like my volleyball team. i like the quiet people. and the loud people. and the people that are okay with themselves and the people that are insecure. and the people who think they are the coolest and the short people and the tall people and the ones who order me around and the ones who dont say anything. i like saying awkward things around the quiet people to make them laugh and saying awkward...
WINTER CAMP
i keep getting really excited when i remember about it
sometimes ill be sitting there in communion thinking about all the sins i’ve sinned so i can ask God to forgive them. thinking about them stresses me out incredibly much. even things that are from forever ago; if i think about them i feel bad times ten. and then i think about everyone else who thinks about this and how they must get incredibly stressed out too, feeling guilty and all bad....
i have been sad since i was twelve and realized it recently. when i am not sad anymore i am going to repost this and state otherwise. i look forward to it very much.
People demand freedom of speech as a compensation for the freedom of thought...
– Soren Kierkegaard (via themidnighttsociety) (via dear-musanabera) I WAS ALMOST NAMED AFTER THAT GUY.
please grant me a good attitude. i dont know how i’ll make it otherwise.
I HATE SCHOOL.
Fiercely individualistic, Champions strive toward a kind of personal authenticity, and this intention always to be themselves is usually quite attractive to others. At the same time, Champions have outstanding intuitive powers and can tell what is going on inside of others, reading hidden emotions and giving special significance to words or actions. In fact, Champions are constantly scanning the...
i know it’ll happen this time. we just need to work in faith. i’m very excited to see this play out. i’m very excited to grow so close.
you are going to jail.
you deserve it. i hope you have fun. i hope it teaches you something. i hope you meet some great inmate pals. i hope you realize what deceit does. i hope you feel bad, for your own good. i hope you realize it doesnt hurt me anymore. i hope you realize all youve done for me. i hope you realize all you havent done for me. i hope you stop.
dont drink other people’s stuff
be nicer and encouraging
straighten my hair less
be responsible
draw something everyday