one of my resolutions was to leave without any notice to anyone. is that dangerous? yes. that’s probably one of the main reasons i want to do it - not to make anyone worry. I just want to discover things on my own and force myself to be by myself. I want to be with no one but God - be at the point where I’m past talking to myself. I’ll be talking to God. You know that psychological remedy, where you write and write and write until what you’re really thinking comes out? what is really bothering you? I’m hoping that will happen when I’m talking to God, or myself, or the creep listening at the gas station i stop at. Maybe i will meet someone but maybe not - i’m really there to meet myself and my maker.