yeah okay i’ll stay home tonight by myself and clean my house and sit here sort of and book the wrong hotel for the wrong dates on something that isn’t my credit card. all the plans fall through and i lose my debit card on friday night so i think it’s a sign that i’ll just stay home. i wish it was summer. why can’t it be summer. look how tan i am here. i never would think about this and feel jealous of my old self if i wasn’t sitting at home on tumblr right now listening to older music. i mean, i know my hair looks dumb but really. look at my skin. 
look at my old room.